Late last week. I had a dream about a beautiful man that really saw me. It wasn’t anyone that was familiar but someone new. In the dream he extended an invitation for me to visit in Utah.
Interesting place so not on my current radar. Interesting dream. Interesting man.
I’m not certain why Spirit is asking me to document my experiences at this time but I know that there is always purpose, guidance, direction, meaning that will unfold and reveal itself.
In 2017 I took a month long road trip out west. I slept on the ground in a tent in most places and spent my days hiking and connecting with the land. Arches National Park in Utah was one of the places. I slept on the ground in Moab and hiked up to delicate arch. I remember a very narrow section of the trail facing down the side of a very steep mountain. I walked sideways very slowly with my back against the wall to reach the majesty on the other side.
Sadly I’m unable to locate my photos from this trip. With all my moving and grooving, and dipping, and ducking from social media and from places to places they must have gotten lost in the shuffle. You’ll have to imagine me standing in this very spot.
The dream is a mystery to me at the moment. Perhaps another outstretched hand inviting me to step back into life, grid work, adventure, or something prophetic about Utah itself or my future. The one thing about Utah is that it houses one of my greatest fears. The rattlesnake. Funny how brave and courageous I was during that time traveling around out west alone, in the wild with a tent. Part of me has lost that fearlessness and stepped into doubt. There’s a lot to ponder here.
Whatever the case sharing these experiences is key at the moment so here I am.
Where do you dream of? What fears are arising or possibly holding you back? Your greatest gift, is your greatest fear. Walk towards it and I promise there’s magic on the other side.
~ Tammy
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